nice nice month of the year JULY =)

i guess this was really a great month for me.
firstly i would like to inform that he approve me to be his friend in facebook already... although it was really hard at first to add him as a friend... now, i can say that, we are kind of simple best friend already...

secondly, it was my birthday!!! 4th july... it was a real boring birthday ever... i got a pink scarf from hafzan and a blue bracelet from kak helen... thanks a lot... domo back pack, domo hanger, domo small purse from brother... RM200.00 from mummy... thanks a lot...

then, what happen to me next??? owh yah... a guy confess to me!!! argh... what is there in me that make them made confession to me??? hahaha... it was really funny...

i think thats all for now... will update again soon... =)

是讨厌还是吃醋？

最近，我对富山没那么偏见了。。
虽然他在，我也敢踏进去了。。

昨晚，我二姐问我:你有那么讨厌阿雄吗？

我说，没有啦。我讨厌他做么哦？

吃了口粥后，我突然说：对啊，没错。我的确是很讨厌他！我们在富山做工没有好过的！欺负到底！人家休息一下也不可以！哪个还好邪！没次如果晚上cashier没钱，打电话给他，他讲好会来换。结果呢？半个小时后还是不见人影。45分钟后才打来，你自己去保险箱换吧！那个他45分钟前不能讲吗？如果他有很重要的事我还不会生气，可是，他那时候是在家跟女朋友睡觉喔！

姐：他是老板啊！那样做也不算是他的错啊！

我：如果店里有supervisor,他那样做我当然不会怪他！

姐：那我没话讲咯。。

有时，我真的很过分！我跟他讲话根本没把他当老板看待！因为那时候我喜欢你啊！！

可是现在我真的很爱很爱Lawrence。离开富山我没遗憾！谢谢你让我成长了！！

<3 <3 <3 <3

JULY babies <- like me!!!

*fun to be with
*secretive
*difficult to fathom and to be understood
*quite unless excited or tensed
*takes prides in oneself
*has reputation
*easily consoled
*honest
*concern about people feelings
*tactful
*friendly
*approachable
*very emotional
*temperamental and unpredictable
*moody and easily get hurt
*witty and sarky
*sentimental
*not revengeful
*forgiving but never forgets
*dislike nonsensical and unnecessary thing
*guides others physically and mentally
*sensitives and forms impressions carefully
*caring and loving
*treats others equally
*strong sense of sympathy
*wary and sharp
*judge people through observations
*hardworking
*no difficulties in studying
*loves to be alone
*always broads about the past and the old friends
*likes to be quite
*homely person
*waits for friends
*never looks for friends
*not aggressive unless provoked
*loves to be loved
*easily hurt but takes long to recover
*overly concerned
*puts in effort in work

very very accurate... and the bold one is the real me =D

for the first time being this motivated to do something~~

HEALTH and MONEY problems really creates a big headache to us nowadays...
well, guess what... i think i found a way to solve this problems...
this started when i start believing my sister on her multi level marketing stuff...
last time, yes, indeed...
to join a MLM company, you need to pay this, that, bla bla bla fees...
and the one that my sis join at that, hurm, at least need to pay RM13,500.00...
owh gosh, as a student like me, can i afford to pay that sum of money???
a big NO right...

well, the one that i am joining now only need a minimum of RM330...
for that amount, a student like u and me, can afford kan???
STOP DREAMING, START BELIEVING...


believe me, give me and my DL SUPER TEAM a chance to lead you to success okay???
actually that RM330 is not our member fees...
that actually is the money of buying 2 packs of our health products...
automatically, you become parts of our team member...
health products sound like medicine for you...
okay, then i change a new name for it...
how about if i call it as a HEALTH STICKER???
sounds wierd???
that is, our HOLOGRAPHIC ACUPUNCTURE SIGNAL TECHNOLOGY healthy stick...
just peel off and stick at a correct place can heal tonnes of health problems...
i didn't mention all aches, but most of it kay~~~

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success reaching us very soon...
gambateh... aja aja fighting!!!

belows are short listed item that i wanna get within this year... well, it is a must... not a dream anymore...
1. a PROTON SAGA


2. a WARDRODE full of dresses and hand bag^^


3. MONTHLY give mummy at least RM400


thats all i guess at the moment...

Jerry & Sue Hui

owh ya... forgot to update about them...
jerry, my uni best friend, and sue hui, also friend of mine at uni...
well, they couple already wor...
so sweet~~~
wish them happy forever neh~~~

jerry, steal your photo and put here... sowie...


and this, his girl friend... the prettiest ever... ^^


may god bless this relationship ever... <3 <3

just stop by to update this blog...

it seems like a long time ago i last touch this blog... so now, i am going to update little tit bits of my life which happens recently... =)

well, April really sucks right... but, i can't hate April cause thats my mummy birthday month. well, April really creates headache to me...

FIRST, study... arghhh... this creates the most pain to me as i target myself to get at least CGPA 3.75 for my bachelor 1st semester... actually, i am the one who put myself to the dead end... yet, it is really worth it if i really get it... but if i didn't make it, well, strive harder next time, maggie!!!

SECOND, am i really crazy to mentioned it here??? well, i guess its okay to use the last alphabet of your name huh??? sorry... well, its between I & N & K... i know, its too obvious... but i mentioned already, its time for me to update blog right??? well, i guess this was the only way for me to express my feeling... yet, if you fell offended... text me... i delete this part immediately... to I, i am really sorry if what i say last time really hurts you for you did nothing yet mentah2 kenak marah... its my fault too cause i didn't give appropriate advice... "bi an ne"... to N, seems like both of us start not to share everything already right... humm... i doesn't mean to create a gaps between us... sorry... and believe me, u are not hulk... don't force yourself to swallow everything all in one... you will get sick lateron... share it with your friend there okay... love you... take care... to k, i am so sorry... i really don't know how to be a middleman... promise me not to get angry easily anymore kay... thats all, thanks... love you 3...

third, family matter... well it seems like bit by bit being settle already since mummy came back... =) well, mummy really is a good problem solver... hahax... i realized that crying wont help anything... yet, the youngest and the weakest me only know how to cry at that moment... =( well, no worries, i recover already... thanks for bunch of friends like kak noor, yan xia, jonathan, anabelle, kellen, vincent, jerry... love you all...

forth, pity mummy... her leg kenak hot water... till now haven't recover yet... don't know what should i do to help her recover faster... so sad to see her like that... no enough sleep everyday =) get well soon, mummy... amen~~~

hurmmm... stressful matter mentioned above... now for happy matter kay...

lawrence gave me SE J10i Elm on last 13 April... early birthday pressie... hahax... thanks hubbie... he bought the same 1 for himself too... couple phone konon bah... =)

last week, 28 April, he was tired already... yet, he try so so hard to make jokes to make sure i laugh and be happy before he left... he succeed... yet, after he left, saddy mooddy mood approaching me again... he was really a nice guy... i will make sure that i wont hurt him or betray him for the rest of my life... <3 <3 =)

belated valentine...

hurm, emo me cried out loud because i didn't saw Lawrence last Wednesday...
but yet he surprise me with a teddy, blessed chinese bracelet and KFC for my lunch yesterday...
cheh... i thought he was not coming as he didn't reply me for about 3 hour after he ask where am i and what am i doing now.
oooo... actually he was planning to do something without acknowledging me...
how sweet he was at that moment!!!
only i can feel the sweetness...
hurm... this is the teddy from him to me...



while this phone hanger is from me to him...




lots of love,
maglarence forever... <3 <3

well, i think this is the time for me to wake up...

realizing the truth that lawrence is not that close to me nowadays hurts me indeed...
i knew that something went wrong around us...
but i just can't think of any solution to deal with it...
maybe we didn't met each other for a period of time and it drag us even further apart...
if people ask me do i miss him??? yes i do... a lot!!!
but do he miss me??? no, i don't think so...
he is very busy with his job...
last time, when both of us just started, he seems to miss me every week...
and he never missed to see me every tuesday...
but now, it seems like so hard for me to meet him...
he got another girl out there???
i guess so...
i found a photo that a girl was holding his hand in facebook...
i asked him about that and he denied it by saying i look wrongly...
until now, i was still believes him as i really love him so much...
hurm, its was really hard to end this relationship cause my love feeling was not like TOUCH AND GO...
i takes thing seriously...
somehow i feel that i am tired of maintaining our relationship this few month...
his understanding towards me had turned from positive to zero then zero to negative...
funny huh to have a boy friend like this...
owh yah... two guys say that they admired me approach me this month...
they treat me so well... got one even gave me white rose and a small teddy on valentine night!!! such a sweet guy... but i am not ready for them yet...
cause i still believes that there is a way for me and lawrence to get closer one day...
at least there is some hope if i keep praying hard all day long, right???
i still remember last time when both of us quarrel, it affect my dream also...
i have something that i called as nightmare after quarreling with him...
he asked for broke up in the dream... huhux... that was the worse nightmare that i ever had...
well... it was really so long already since the last time we having our sweetest moment together!!! huhux...
i miss him now... although he broke his promise today... hmmm...

title for today is ~~ well, i think this is the time for me to wake up
which means that

i should start to appreciate myself more...
i should start to love myself more...
i should start to ignore those who didn't care about me...
i should start to study rather than doing the foo san corner accounts anymore...
i should stop facebook-ing, if possible...

and last but not least

i should prepare to let go of lawrence if i really need to...

God, you are my greatest lover...
help me to be strong to face all this...

thats all for tonight... will start blogging again from now onwards...
lots of love....
muahkxzzz...
night night...

2 in 1, can i afford this?

hurm, it seems like had been a long time since i never updated my blog hoh...
haiz, busy with study and work... thats why...
hurm, recently, i fall in love with someone who threat me good this few weeks...
strictly speaking, i fall in love easily if someone is good to me...
so, dun be good with me if you don't wan me to fall into deep love with you...
and so, he did... he makes me fall in love with him...
and i don't know why and for what... huhux...
thats why the title for the day is 2 in 1, can i afford this...

i like him... but at the same time i can't bear to lose lawrence...
God, please tell me what to do... give me strength to face all this...
haiz...
sleepy d... good night...

lots of lurve, maggie...

a day with DATUK KONG

hahax... today, my mother bring me go to tilik nasib...
wanna tilik about lawrence la tek...
suprisingly, huhux... nya nang ada ati ngan aku...
nya pandai cari duit...
he is good to me...
walaupun he didn't find me, he will call and sms me...
but, then, the aunty say that i am nakal...
got 2 guys appear in my heart...
i guess i know whom they are...
hahax... "u pandai u hoh, sms sorang tapi tidak bagi tahu sorang" =)
well, at least i know that lawrence is very sincere towards me... =)